Tuesday, July 12, 2011

All these things are against me

Genesis 42: 24-36: “And he turned himself about from them, and wept; and returned to them again, and communed with them, and took from them Simeon, and bound him before their eyes. Then Joseph commanded to fill their sacks with corn, and to restore every man’s money into his sack, and to give them provision for the way: and thus did he unto them. And they laded their asses with the corn, and departed thence. And as one of them opened his sack to give his ass provender in the inn, he espied his money; for, behold, it was in his sack’s mouth. And he said unto his brethren, My money is restored; and, lo, it is even in my sack: and their heart failed them, and they were afraid, saying one to another, What is this that God hath done unto us? And they came unto Jacob their father unto the land of Canaan, and told him all that befell unto them; saying, The man, who is the lord of the land, spake roughly to us, and took us for spies of the country. And we said unto him, We are true men; we are no spies: We be twelve brethren, sons of our father; one is not, and the youngest is this day with our father in the land of Canaan. And the man, the lord of the country, said unto us, Hereby shall I know that ye are true men; leave one of your brethren here with me, and take food for the famine of your households, and be gone: And bring your youngest brother unto me: then shall I know that ye are no spies, but that ye are true men: so will I deliver you your brother, and ye shall traffick in the land. And it came to pass as they emptied their sacks, that, behold, every man’s bundle of money was in his sack: and when both they and their father saw the bundles of money, they were afraid. And Jacob their father said unto them, Me have ye bereaved of my children: Joseph is not, and Simeon is not, and ye will take Benjamin away: all these things are against me.”
Joseph longed to enjoy his brothers’ company but he was not sure that he could trust them yet. They were ready to admit that they had done the wrong thing when they sold him as a slave but where they ready to change their behaviour and act in the best possible way? The final test concerned Joseph’s full brother Benjamin; could they be trusted with him? H kept back one of the brothers as a hostage while he sent the others back to bring his full brother. While all this was happening Jacob was still filled with self pity. He wasn’t sorry that Simeon was kept back and he didn’t want to let Benjamin go because he didn’t want to grieve again. He was not willing to trust the Lord at this stage of his life.
(The view expressed in this blog are my own and should not be taken as inspired in any way.)

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